
I meditate day and night
Unplanned for but still the voices have stopped
Pure silence in the air and a glimpse of light on the wall
The earth is quiet
Everything connects
Pure harmony in my soul
Strong hope for the unknown
The thoughts are scattered all over the floor
A different experience, a different set
Trees green and colours blue and red
Candle lights and illusions of shadows
Reality is perceived in a different way
My hands are moving into the hall of fame
Where people cried and laughed and saved their names
The walls thin out and a door opens up
Flowers, trees, birds singing movie themes
It’s crazy…it’s so high
The humming never stops and a shadow comes along
A sudden storm appears from above
Dark clouds, thunders and the door shuts with a scream
Horror in my heart horror in my mind
A sudden feeling of how I used to be
My childhood returns
Nostalgic memories I feel
Every inch of my body aches
Like a heart attack but not quite
Is this the feeling of death?
When did I stop living?
Why did I grow up?
Tears fall creating a river bringing pirates and sailors back to their homes
Shouts of joy from a distant port
and yet all this happens on the blank wall
The smoke is transformed. Dolphins all around me, that is what they thought
The music returns to my ears, the images fade but the feelings are still here
Suddenly a thought sparks an endless sequence of thinking
Why were you born?
Why are you here?
What is the purpose of all this?
The good questions have no answers
That is the only conclusion I have come to.
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